Will yourself to BE

It’s the last day of October 2020, on November 3rd I’ll Be 3 months healed according to this worlds time. My spirit states dictates my healing.

What I’ve learned from ppl that words without actions and words without true intention and words without value, are simply-empty.

Someone I love told me at the end of the day,”at the end of the day, it’s only you and your God.” Oh I’m blessed, a miracle, a child of God for certain, faithful to my God and will surely glorify God. I WILL BE what my God calls me to BE.

I’ve never been a person who surrounded myself by many, I was born with discernment that cultivated over the years through experiences , yet I haven’t always exercised my gift… my mistake. But when the chips are down you find out who’s for you, find out who isn’t with you, who really got your back. And I ain’t mad at no one… but life is a teacher. I’m grateful for my experiences no matter how difficult. So, I thank one and all for seasons for when you were sent to me- or not…you just showed up like an extra in a movie.

I’m a Scorpio of many lives and I will BE~JM True~

Sugar Cone

I’ve been working on exercises to strengthen my left arm so that I can feel complete again. I’ve been blogging on my experience of suffering from a stroke in late July 2020 bordering to Aug. So, to recap, I spent 1 month in the hospital, doctors had my prognosis as very poor…either to maybe brain dead or simply dead…geez. Well, I believe in God and I have faith in the God I serve, so the doctors were wrong(obviously since I’m blogging—ha, ha) as of today I walk, speak, can think coherently, write, etc.

Today, I wanted a sugar cone from my own freezer. Whelp, 2 dropped out my hands bf I was able to eat one. I’ve never even enjoyed sugar cones(somebody brought them), but as luck would have it, I had a taste for one. Life can laugh at inopportune times . My left arm isn’t as strong 💪🏾 as my right, so I had a fit of anger trying to unwrap the cone, which is how I dropped 2 cones:2 down, one saved.

I never considered how much my left hand/arm was as an important as my dominant hand until the stroke…I knew being a complete person is crucial to my life/creativity/ energy/spirituality… you know, I was born with all my limbs and my mind was complete, my nerves/ muscles/tendons, etc. How, like perhaps others, I took things for granted. I didn’t think unwrapping a sugar cone would one day be important ~JM True(dharma)